i hate the yard

it controls me. i am at its mercy. something so benign that i walk on now is my silent ruler. green and flat, sucker of the water. i loathe thee.

Its Here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111

Friday!!!!!! and the yard is already mowed. there is this looming feeling that my mother may stop by as she is in the tri-state area. used lawn food to green up the yard and man does it look nice. it occurred to me as i was mowing that its a social prejudice of the appearance of the front yard. any person driving by instantly judges and categorizes the persons in the house by the level of one's maintenance of the front yard. i used to resist social norm and never mowed the yard. i liked it natural. now, i'm a mowing often. i still say no to weed - wacking!!!!! i must have some resistance to yard-status.

another day another dollar

we survived the jalapenos and nachos at club forest again. we won 3 times in bingo. man, is that a riot. i've my canoe up to snuff and am ready to gear up. a chilly weekend. had panfish last nite, ribs today. my family had a party in illinois but 12 hours on the road and added cost is too high. i hope they all had fun. i'ma fixin to clean my fish tank. how dull, but i makes bertha happy(my fish). later alligater

another one bites the dust!!

yup, one more neighbor in foreclosure and denial and drunk. fun to watch, kinda depressing. like that fat drunk guy too drunk to get up and too fat to get up. july almost over and yet to catch a cat. but i've caught a buzz. no worries as we all now i can catch a cat with catfood

i'm having chest pain!

issues and headaches. simplify life, i simplify myself. projects and hobbies weigh me down. i need to free myself. more time to fish if the weather wasn't crappy. whether the weather is an issue or not, i still have to contend with myself. this is the last "year of the projekts" next year is sloth